...mountain tales...

i miss the HEAT...

2005-03-06T15:39:00.000-08:00

Well....my days here are getting better each week.....atleast i would like to think so....
last friday i went to the overseas christian fellowship meeting....it was good....the fact that everyone was asian there...made me feel right at home....everyone was friendly and nice...everyone talked with the msian slang...which made me even more comfortable....its hard to talk to aussies...cos they tend to talk really fast and sometimes i havent got a clue wat they are saying.....
then last night i went to the night service at my aunts church...this serivce has more youths...so again i met more ppl....well, not alot but enuf to make me feel welcomed.....met the drummer.....fuuuyuuhhh.....darn cute la....like the ken barbie dolls.....really tall....macho looking....blond hair....friendly....but sadly taken....hahahah....not surprised there anyway.....
yesterday was the first time i drove in adelaide.....the speed limit here in 60....which is really hard to maintain.....but the ppl here are patient....they dont honk u.....not like in kl......
oh well...so far i guess things are ok....classes are ok....alot of reading to do tho....but i guess i shouldnt complain....

aussie rules

2005-03-02T21:51:00.000-08:00

Man....its been centuries since i've blogged....sorry to those who have been checking out my blog and failed to read any new news about me....
I'm finally here in adelaide....cant believe it...the place is great...the people are darn friendly and nice....well, some...
staying with my aunt and her husband and his nephew....iv got my own room which is pretty cool.....i like my aunts house...its very cosy and nice....she has this nice backyard....or garden....so far since i came...we've had 2 bbqs in her backyard...and another one at a frens house.....bbqs here are popular...esp during summer....kinda sick of it already....hahha....
the weather here is ermm....not too bad.....some days its hot and dry....but windy....got abit burn because of the sun....when its hot is really hot....my back has gone abit darker now i suppose.....
classes started this week.....so far its ok....surviving thru....trying to get adjusted to uni life.....its so much different than school life....miss school loads....miss going for recess....miss hanging out with schoolmates....miss all the teachers.....uni is tough....plenty of work....everything has to be done by yourself.....nothing is spoonfed....wev got to plan out our own timetable too.....
frens here are hard to make....cos there isnt a specific class that i am in....like not in school whereby everyday u go into class with the same people....here...everyday u go into the lecture hall sitting at a different place....beside different ppl....but praise GOD iv got 2 frens who are in the same course as me whom i have some classes with so i sit with them.....the first year...most of the classes have a mixture of pharmcy....biotech...lab med...food and nutrition students....
been going to my aunts church which i really like...the service is short and sweet.....the sermons are pretty good....havent gone for the youth service tho...but will check that one out....but i did meet 2 youths from the church....kate and sam..(who is btw...quite cute...hahah)
ooooooooo.......there are heaps of cute aussie blokes here......so adelaide isnt so bad....hahhaa......the girls here have the most amazing complexion.....so smooth.....so nice......
shopping here isnt so bad too.....alot of cheap places.....i went to this garage sale....oe shed sale as they call it.....and bought a pair of boots....4 mags...2 books....2 pic frame...and a beach short....everything cost 2.90 aussie.......we're going again this sat to another sale....hahaha.......
well i ugess it'll take time to really get adjustd to lif ehere.....i cant force myself too much.....just gotta take it easy.....and soon i'll be back with an aussie accent...and maybe an aussie bf....hahahhahaha.......now that'll be the day...
oh yeah....here..soccer isnt popular....but 'aussie rules' is.....its like rugby but more exciting and interesting......plus it doesnt bore you like soccer does...hahha...sometimes

i'm walkinG on SunsHInE...

2005-01-27T05:27:00.000-08:00

i just luuuvree camerons weather.....has been suuny but yet cooling...the wind has been blowing....keeping things cool and nice...totally awesome....praise GOD for such lovely weather...
anyway...today. ermm....wat happened today....i wonder....seriously i can't remember....
ermmer mmm.....ermmm....double ermm.....oh yeahh.....pack some stuff this morning....mum weighed my luggage....thank goodness it weighs less than 30kg..which is the max weight allowed....but then i haven't finished packing...there are still more stuff to fit in....oh boyy.....i guess when i'm really done...its gonna weigh more than me....hahah....so hard to decide wat goes with me and wat stays.....
today i had a very healthy lunch.....a bowl of 1 mango.....1 guava...cut up....and some chopped carrots...cucumber..and lettuce....with some mayo + ketcup......so good....hahah....sounds weird but i din have any tummy problems after that....
went to town with mum to do some errands.....checked the exchange rate and it still hasn't blady gone done....ergggghhhhhhh........
went to the photo shop to get some pics developed....had to wait half an hour for it....spent that half and hour..at a indian restaurant with mum....had a good and nice talk with her....nothing serious or personal.....just mother-daughter bonding.....hahahha..love her bits....
watched american idol...was pretty annoyed at the begining and end cos they cut out the part where the person sang.....and it seems that they were good...bummer...
and i forgot what happened after that.....ahhhh....probably nothing much of anyones interest.....

2005-01-26T06:06:00.000-08:00

i'm so into baking and cooking now....i made pineapple tarts yesterday for my mum...spent a whole lot of effort and time making time....there was so much work involved...but it was all worth it cos my bro said that it tasted good and he has been eating it so thats a good thing...hahahah....
all was well and i was feeling happy with myself for doing something useful then disaster striked.....the table which had the container containing me tarts fell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and everything on it dropped!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!all my tarts were mushed and crushed into bits....arghhh...but thankfully some survived the devastating ordeal....
its been a boring day today...in the morning i watched the scond cd of fighting temptation....its a very good movie...i recommend it..then went out for brunch with my parents...had my fav chapati at my fav indian restaurant..they have the softest....tastiest chapati ever....then went to my old school..met up with two of my fav teavhers....my english teach Mr. Kana...and my bio teacher...Pn. Maimun...chatted with them for awhile....they were great teachers....clicked with them well...then went back home forgot wat i did next.....waited to be asked by my bro to sent himand my sis for golf practises.....came back and watched american idol..love that show..had homemade pizza for dinner ...was excellentei......
then my whole family watched the repeat of american idol....damn funny la....had soem good laughs...
anyyway like i said...i had a boring day.......*snickers*

...its been too long...

2005-01-24T06:33:00.000-08:00

its been ages since i've writtne in my blog....my blog is getting kinda mouldy....but then i din really bother to write cos i thought that no one would read it but today i found out that someone did....so there is hope for my blog..hehehe
lets see ...whats been happening...
well...been bz getting ready for aus....preparing myself by sleeping heaps....laying on the couch..staring into space.....filling my brain with rubbish from the idiot box....eating like i was in starvation for a year.....hahha....all this preparation hasn't been doing me any good...sadly...
started packing my clothes.....been packing...and repacking...packing and repacking....so hard to fit all the clothes in....was told to reduce...thats kinda hard to do....a girl needs lotsa clothes!
was at a wedding last weekend.....was really good...enjoyed myself alot..especially getting to meet old frens....so happy to see daniel and jessie finally getting married.....and so thankful to have frens like prissy...hey gurl, thanks for letting me stay with you....had a blast...cept for that night...couldn't sleep well...u la...keep pulling the blanket....and leave me freezing to death!!!
i was very proud to wear the dress my mother made for me during the dinner....received alot of compliments.....love it alot.....
first time i put on so much make up....thank goodness i din luk like a monster....was afraid i had on too much make up.....
2 more weeks left here in camerons....time passes really fast.....i guess i'm excited about going.but sad about leavin home and family and frens......but i realy hope to grow more mature mentally...emotionally and spiritually there...hahaha...sounds so deep....but yeah.....
oh well....tired now....

...i baked!!!...

2005-01-12T03:36:00.000-08:00

Today was the first time i made a cake...all by myself......well...erm..except when my mum help whisk the egg whites...hehahh..i made my fav cake.......CHEESECAKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.....yum yumm......
i'm glad that my day was abit productive compared to the previous days....doing nothing but feed my brain with rubbish from the idiot box, exercise my fingers by chatting on msn, and simply admiring and examining the walls of my home......
the offer letter from the uni i'm going to came today....so from now on...there will be lots ofthings that needs to be settled....things are kinda in a rush....which wasn't according to plan but can't complain....really feeling bad....i donno why....just thinking about how much my parents have to spend....its definately not cheap to go over...but i guess i just have to work hard and help them out....and make them proud and of course trust in the LORD as He is our provider.....
my sis got her tooth pulled out today cos she'll be getting braces.....so she is suffering right now but the pain doesn't stop here...hahah.....i heard that it hurts real bad when the braces is put on.....but i guess looking pretty does come with a price....
tomorow i'll be going down to ipoh to renew my passport....and hopefully will be able to get some cloth...for my dress...for daniels wedding....

...FINALLY....

2005-01-08T22:19:00.001-08:00

Its been ages since i've last written my blog....been extremly lazy and i guess nothing exciting or interesting has been happening....maybe there were a couple of fun occasions but i can barely remember any plus my fingers can only type a certain amount of words....pure laziness...in short...
anyway one good thing that i can write about is....that my application to study in Uni SA, Adelaide has finally been approved.....YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1that means i'll be leaving soon in feb after chinese new year.....sigghhh......
thus, begins the whole process of packing....shopping....getting my visa done....medical checkup...and all that jazz......
i gues i'm pretty excited but anxiousness is hiding somewhere in the corner.....everything is gonna be different.....everything is gonna be new..

it feels so hard....cos after i finish STPM....all i've been doing is laze around....shopping....relazing..and now i'm back to studying.....and laboratory medicine doesnt' sound easy to me....hoping an dpraying that i'll get back into the momentum and start working up my brain.....

its good to be back home after a week or so in kl...had a great time in kl too...hanging out with frens....going shopping...or should i say window shopping...its so hard to spend less...hahaha....saw so many nice things that i would love to have bought but i know i've got to cut down on my spending.....was nice to see the yong's again....chuan jii looks so mature and so manly now....

new years day wasn't so bad....ended up in zhi yoongs place...playing cards and mahjong....whats wih mah jong la.....these ppl have started a mahjong centre....seems that they play every night..wel maybe not every night.....but occasionally....well mahjong is good...without the gambling bit......keeps the brain working and arms moving....builds up brain pwer and muscles..hahaha...

anyway hope today will be good.....that i'll have something productive to do like clean my room and start clearing stuff and packing mythings.....errrrggggghhhhhhhh....."LAZINESS, PLEASE LEAVE ME!!!!"

...dissapointed at myself...

2004-12-26T18:36:00.000-08:00

Man, do i feel angry and ashamed at myself....i did smething to someone which i totally regret now...because of what i did, i feel like i've lost that someone somehow...i'm feeling really bad and really hope that that someone wil find the heart to forgive me. i pray that you will....
i was suppose to go down on sunday by bus with my uncle...but after reading about all the bus accidents happening lately...it was abit scary thinkng about going down by bus...at first i din want to and told my mum that i'l go down on tues with a fren...and my uncle will go down himself on sun....but mum said that i shouldn't waste her money and the ticket...so i had no choice but thank goodness that my uncle changes his mind and decided to follow his fren down on sun...and so now i have to go down on tues....by CAR....so i feel safer...now..heheh....
cChristmas is over now...and i guess everything is back to normal....i can say that i had a good one this year...celebrating it with my family and frens.....eat like a pig...gained some weight...but hopefully my eatinghabits will beback tonormal and so will my size.haah....
beenfeeling pretty down lately....lonely....sad...and just angry...cos i've heard from someone that i've been a popular conversation topic among ppl here in camerons....ppl from my school....talking ermm...not-nice-stuff about me...teasing me...ejeking me...and i'm just so tired of it...its so discouraging...and disheartaning to hear about all this....i feel like everyone is just against me...plus i feel lke i've lost my best friend (you know who you are)...and its so hard to find somene to talk to..without that person going behind my back and talking rubbish about me....siggghh....why does thing haves to be so complicated....
ohhh....errghhhhh....arrrgghhhhhhhh.......oh waetva la....i guess i just have to stand strong and not let these sorta things pull me down and make me depressed.....
i can't wait to go down to kl tomrow...hope to meet up with ppl like prissy(gurl, i miss you and hope to spend more tme with you that is if you're free la), tracy, huiyoong, and a whole bunch of ppl......really feel like i need to socialize around.....i need to be around ppl...being alone sucks big time.....

HO HO HO...

2004-12-24T16:59:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was another series of carolling.....went to practically all the hotels..sang out hearts out....i tell u, someppl just don't appreciate christmas carols....especially in Eq hotel....they just stand there looking at our lips open and close then walk away with grumpy faces.....haha...aduuh....but overall i gues everyone had loads of fun...i know i did....
was really tired after that.....but still had to go for service at 11pm....which ended around 12....then went for supper....my tummy was hurting...cos i din have a proper dinner..and my poor tummy was in the middle of a attack of gastric juices....
Met Matt later....looking really cool and handsome...hahha...been a long time since i've last saw him....
oh yeahh....our final carolling destination was smoke house....where we had mince pies to eat afterwards....scotch to drink(i hated it so bad!...but apparently it was very smooth scotch).....had white wine instead.......
i'm not sure what are todays plans....but i think we're going jungle walking again...but this time a milder one..and shorter one.....then we're gonna have christmas dinner....with turkey....apple pie....lamb....u know, all the works...basically.....hahah...yum yum....
anyway will write more later.....

...clueless....just plain clueless...and freakin boored!!!!!!!!

2004-12-22T18:10:00.000-08:00

HO Ho Ho....to everyone...ahhh...Christmas is just around the corner..and so far i've only bought two christmas presents...hahahah...so much for christmas shopping down in ipoh the other day....
the days have been filled with absolute boredom....my wish for christmas is that the days ahead won't be so bad...hahahha....yesterday my uncle from kl came up...so starting form today he will be our official entertainer...taking us golfing....tennis...jungle walks...rather than being stuck at home with nothing but the remote control in one hand and the other hand massaging my eyes due to too much radiation from the tv......
yday was the first nite after a few months...that we had a proper family dinner..and boy, was it good....had all our fav dishes....yumyum...oh yeah..looking forward to christmas lkunch too...tomorow...turkey....apple pie....mince pie....awwww
tonite we're going carolling....hope it'll befun...our church would go around different hotels and all...oh that reminds me that i'll be playing the keyboard on the second nite of carolling...have got to practise....hope i don't make a total fool outta myself....

I"m clueless....clueless about wats gonna happen in my life..clueless about the plans GOD has for me....just plain clueless.....i seriously donno what has GOD planned out for me...and just as i wanna be surprised by HIm...i'm excited and down right curious to know....
WWhats my purpose here on earth....sigghhh.....
Clueless...plain clueless i am...but hopeful in the LORD....

...happy days have fanished....

2004-12-19T18:00:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a really tiring day....the bangsar youth had their 3rd camp here....man, whats so nice about CH, i wouldn't know la...they're just nottired of this place....but had a good time with them....they had their so-called amazing race and boy,...was it really amazing.....darn tiring too....fortunately i din join them i only helped out at one station......they had to walk like 20 minutes....take like a 45min drive....eat steamboat....well ok..eating steamboat isn't that bad la..hahah...
met ganesh...soon seng....christina....king yi...paik yang...and a few others i met during their 1st camp.....so that was good....
everything was good until priscilla told me that tracy and her won't be coming up....cos they were suppose too.....and i'm like...ergghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MAN, i was like so looking forward to their visit.......was planning to take them around...eat strawberries.....scones...drink tea....adduuuuhhhhhhh.......nvm la....guess u guys juat have to wait for me to go down......missing you two so muchh!!!!!!!!!!!
anyway my arms are aching...cos i went to the market..to help my mum do her marketing...and since my fingers are attached to my arms....everything is aching....therefore i'll stop ....right....here.

...feeling blur...guity...lonely....

2004-12-18T03:51:00.000-08:00

feelingg guityyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!went down to ipoh today with dad ...bro...and sis....had a good time..watched polar express then did my shopping....everything was ok...until i realised that i spent too much.....i was being greedy....and not wise in my spending and the effect of it is unbearable......hahahhaha......the guilt!!!!!!!!!!!!!really have to learn how to save more and spend less......erggghhhhhhh.......
i know its been ages since i last wrote my blog....been feeling really darn lazy....rotting here at home...turning into a fungus....a really green one....i need to look for a job and start working.....if not i'll be the manager of a fungus farm!!!
been feeling really l;onely the past few weeks....i donno why....maybe because frens are in kl and i'm stuck up here...i read about htem going for movies....dinner...hanging out...and i'm like.,...'erghhh, i'm missing out on all the fun'......it kills....
but anyway was really happy to know that priss and tracy will be coming up....hope i'll feel much better la....i have too......
ok i'm really notin the mood to write anymore......

Decisions.....DECISIONS.......and MORE DEICISIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-23T17:02:00.000-08:00

Yes terday was a not a very nice day....got a call in the morning from my studies counsellor....told me that i mite not get in to UniSA to do Graphics in feb..cos the ppl there are abit hesitated to take in forecast results for stpm....so anyway she said that i mite get in but i mite not too.....and so i'm wondering....shouild i stick with graphics or go for interior architecture instead which has been my first interest all this while....cos i were to take interior....i could go for the june intake....and i'll be in kl loonger....and i could work awhile...and it wouldnt be all a rush.....
but oh anyway.....my mum doesn't seem too keen on me taking interior.....i really donno what to do....my mind is sooooooo painful with all these thoughts.....and its so hard to push them aside.....and i've got my maths paper 2 which is like a major killer paper next monday......ergh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!oh yeah chem and general paper were darn hard too!!!!!!!!!!!almost cried during the exam....hahahha....but wat is done is done....the rest is up to GOD........
dad..bro and sis have gone to pangkor for a holiday....and i'm stuck at home with my books.....so unfair...but hey, my turn will come soon......mum siad 2 of us could go on a holiday together to phuket or somethintg.......i so need to be in a beach.....
i really hope i make the right decision.....have of my says the stick to graphics.....the other have which includes my heart says to go for interior.....siuigghhh.......

....chucky cheessee.....

2004-11-19T23:55:00.000-08:00

2 more days till STPM kicks off again after a 2 weeks break.....sigghhh....really can't wait till its all over and done.....
yesterday i bought a mini jeans skirt...with my duit raya...was actually suppose to save it when i'm in kl but just coudln't resist....anyway i felt better after that anyway...hahah...
i went to kumu's(classmate) house to give her birthday pressie....which she liked..so that was good....i din know what it was cos another fren bought it in ipoh...brought it back up all wrapped up already.....plus it was a guy so kinda hard to trust their taste eh...hahahha...but thank goodness the present wasn't too bad....
then went out for lunch at the same bistro....kumu's treat.....we took so long to order ad the poor waitress was standing beside us waiting for so long..till we told her to go back and come again when we're ready..hahahha.....memang susah la we all.....then we finally decided....i had grilled teriyaki fish....ermm...the taste was..erm...interesting..hahahha.....
after all the eating and chatting....vicky(and indian guy....)wanted to lepak at kumu's house but i had to go home....so he stayed on ......when i got home....my dad called and ask me to bring soemthing over to the school where he was at....so i had to drive all the way back to town....exchange cars with my dad cos i was driving his car and he was driving my mum's car..and he wanted his car back....get it?
ooohhh...so very tiring....thinking about it is making me feel tired and sleepy
well i'm gonn take a nap now....

.......=3)...gundu pandi...

2004-11-16T01:16:00.000-08:00

Its been awhile since i've written my blog.....and the only thing that has been stopping me from doing so the past few days is pure..."LAZINESS"......
lately i've been feeling down and depressed.....and the funny thing is i donno what i'm depressed about....there are so many things going on in my mind....its like this non stop movie that keeps on playing and playing....all the thoughts.....ergghhh....headache!!!
i've got only a couple more days left till stpm starts all over again.....some how i wish we din get the 2 weeks off.....cos my studying momentum has gone from level 10 to level 4.......its like u study sooooooo much till ur just so sick of it......and the thing is weve got to study the some thing again and again and again.......but oh well, all i've got to do is try my best and pray extremly hard.......
yesterday was quite a nice day.......an old fren from school asked me out for a drink with 2 other ex-school mates....vimal,eddie and gary.....we went to this new place in town....pretty cool....talked...caught up with us other....it was nice to see them again after soo long....especially vimal...hahahha....not just because he is an indian(;p).....wel he is a good looking one tho....used to be damn skiinny back in school days......worse than a lidi......but now has increased to the size of a tiang...hahah....
we were talking about their 'freaky' experience in kl....how they lost their hps....while sleeping at night...with the window open....(adduhhh.....)....talking about gary's 'spanar jaya' incident.......he actually got beaten up by these guys using a wrench.....hence the name..'spanar jaya'.....got like stiches on his head and back.....bloody.....
anyway lately...i've been aching badly for mid valley....oooooo.......the agony for waiting to go shopping.....its unbearable..hahahha...not like i'm addicted to shopping or anything...just htat i've not gone for centuries....and i'm like way behind..fashion....way behind time....i'mjust ancient.....
oooooo.........and i crave so badly for McD's........and sushi......
well...finally made up my mind about which course to take.....looks like most prob i'll be leaving for aus soon.......siigghhh.....
sigh sigh sighhhhhhh.................

the glAssess r BaCk...!

2004-11-12T06:33:00.000-08:00

Freaky....my mum's aunty finally found her glasses...all thanks to my mum...*ahem*....and the funny thing is that at the same time...my mum found her other 2 glasses......hahahha....farnee la...these glasses berpakat la i think....memberontak together....menyerah diri together.....i can release my own glasses from its hideout already....its free to go!!

laaazzzyyyyy........

2004-11-12T03:52:00.000-08:00

mann.......i am one lazy bum.....din feel like doing anything today......plus i've not written my blog in ages....ergghhh..all the typing makes me fingers stiff and cram......siggghhh.....i feel like a paralysed pig....if theres such a thing....a pig can be paralysed right???>......oh likewateva.....
today was depressing.....was suffering from major boredom.....had my chem books as my date for the whole day but it wasn't a good date.....not much communication happening.....theres just no 'chemistry' between us...hahhahahah.......i just realised i made a joke.......u know chem books....chemistry....get it???.....just laugh la...
i think i'm also suffering from a hangover.,...a deepavli hangover....my fren just made me realised that i had toooo much cuurryyy......ooohhhhhh all the tiny volcanos are popping!!!!!!!!!........erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.........thinking about it is making me more depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!........they should come up with 'anti-pimple' curry......and the ironic thing is that all my indian frens who eat curry everyday......have lovely complexion......che!!!!!no fair!!!
today has been abit freaky.....my mum lost her glasses.....well all 3 of them.....which she keeps in 3 different places......and all of them went missing.........and after all the sweat and tears, she finally found one......then my mum's aunty who is staying with us..lost hers too.........its location has yet to be discovered.......so weird.......i'm keeping mine in a save place......
siggggggghhhhhhhhh..............siiiiiiighhhhhhhhh............today is a nice day........i could just sit in bed and sighhhhhhhh the whole night...................
siigggggghhhhhhhhhhh

dileeee..mA......schaee.mA

2004-11-08T01:16:00.000-08:00

Oh Brother.....Oh Brother......i'm in a dilemma....well not a really big one...just a minor one.....but b4 i come to that.......i had my maths paper today....just paper 1.....surprisingly is was kinda ez...but the sickening part was i just couldn't get the correct answer.....came up with all these weird answers....anyway maths is weird....maths teachers are weird...everything about maths is weird....!
anyway.....i'vea ctually sent in an application to UniSA to do interior architecture....becos after much consideration.....and boy, some hard thinking....i've deicided that i'm really interested inthis course...no more science courses for me....i'm thru with bio..chem..maths...too much dy....
then today my mum adviced me and said maybe i shouldn't take interior.....maybe i should go for graphic instead....which i'm actually better at....but the thing is if i were to do graphics....i'll have to leav end of feb..thats tooo soon!!!!!!!!!!!!and m moreinterested in interior...and my mum told me that i were to think ahead....working as an interior architecture is demanding and hard.....
oh well....i'm gonna try not to think too much about it....its just so frustrating when ur just clueless about wat course to do........guess only MY Father above knows....
today is my bro last concert....next year he'll be in form 1....man, time passes...hahaha....and then he'll be all grown up....sigghhh.....anyway whole family is goin.....he is dancing..so i think we're going not to cheer him on but to have a lit' giggle here and there..hahahhaha...i'm sucha mean sis.....hahahha....nah,....not!
ohh my eyes are hurting....watched day after tomorow just now..so scary....imagine 'it' happening....major floods....tornados....hail storms....my goodness....so thankful i live in malaysia....
my eyes!!!!!!!my eyes!!!!!!!i'm goona take a rest now.....

P@iinnn!!!!!!!

2004-11-07T06:38:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i got my first 'bump' on the head....ok the eye brow to be more specific......was playing tennis with bro....swinged the racket with real power....and it hit my forehead...just above my eyes......OUCHHH!!!!!!!!!!!it was sooooooooooooo incredibly painful!!!!!!!!!!!!!not only was in painful....it was kinda embarassing...but thank goodness the only spectators were a couple of birds.....and my bro....hahahha...from that experience, i've learnt to keep my face away from the racket at all times......
i was studying for my maths paper which is tomorow....but too much numbers isn't good for health...so i had to take abreather.......
today wasn't much of anything interesting.....same o' same o'.....went to church....went for lunch...at the same place we go every sunday....ate the same beef brisket noodles....can never get fed-up of it....
rained the whole day....wat a bummer....so pathetic....rainy days are 'get fat' days....oh yeah..spekaing of 'fat'....had a pot luck yesterday night...and boy did we have some really good food.....ergghhh....man...so good...hahah...felt like a pig after all the eating...
ok ok....guilt is here....maths book is calling...exams tomorow...i'm outta here!

1 downn....7 more to go!!

2004-11-02T03:08:00.000-08:00

yyiiiiiippeeeee........one paper down.....and i've got 8 more to face.....but as they all say...once you've down with one paper...the rest flies....so b4 i know it..it'll be the 2nd of dec...and bye bye STPM!!!!!!!bye bye school life foreva!!!!!!!!!!!exams ended at 10.30pm....was suppose to go back after that but ended up 'touring' around town....went to see my frens new apartment and house(2 different frens la).....i tell u, camerons is a goner....all the hills are being chopped off.....all the building of apartments...houses....and they say camerons is ulu.....
nothing much happend today....mum went down to kl,her cousin past away....due to cancer...and the sad thing is that he had it for quite a long time..and actually treated it late....and he has...or had a gf for 10 years and they never ogt married...and he is gone like that.....sigh,life...
oh yeahhh....lost some weight.....well i feel skinnier...can't really bother to check.....
oh man,....still have to study for my next paper...i think i've relaxed enuf....watched tv...slept...now online.....yup, i'm pretty sure i'v relaxed enuf....killer paper is next......MATHSS!!!!!!!!!whoeva started this whole maths thingie...man, i'll just break his neck....i'll probably gotta get some muscles to do so!

tennis fever......

2004-10-30T07:00:00.000-07:00

today made me cry...well almost...
my dad did something that made me appreciate him even more...
he was suppose to go to kl to see my aunt and uncle...and he left in the morning....but sudden;y he came walking in...and said 'hello'...i was like 'hey, you're not suppose ot be here...tot u were in kl'....but he actually diverted to ipoh...went shoppping...went to popular bookstore...saw this biology past year questions book....bought it for me...and actually drove all the way back home to give it to me cos he will only be back on monday and my bio stpm exam is on tues....so he figured i needed it right away.....i mean...woww....what an awesome dad i have...really caring..too caring actually...
guess this only means one thing..i better do well in my bio exam or else.....
today has been quite tiring....played tennis the whole evening with my bro....i beat him yesterday and today he got his revenge....i'm blaming it on the weather...the racket..the balls....the court...hahahha.....everything but me..hahah..i'm so mean....
i'm suppose to be losing weight...but i ugess i'm gaining...cos of all the muscles...hahahha....chehh....my thighs are huge...even my bro said so....
2 more days till stpm....sighh...i guess i just can't wait till its all over and done....even my mum can't wait till its finish....she is so tired of listening to my groans...and sighs...about how hard and tiring it is to study....pity her..she has to hear it almost everymorning...hahha...

SelF coNtrol..put to the TEST!!

2004-10-24T21:30:00.000-07:00

My oh My......yesterday i officially became a pig....not just any pink dirty looking one but a huge fat one....went to our favourite indian restoran in town and my mouth couldn't take it anymore....the aroma...the sight of the dishes laid....oh my Goodness...so tempting...and i was suppose to be on a dieeet.....i had chapati-telur...my all time fav....its really really really good.....after all the stuffing and gasping for air because of the rate i was pushing food down my poor throat, i told myself ok ok.....this is it....plan for tomorow....dieting....
hahhaa....wat a joke...talk about self control people....the world is just filled with good food...and since we only live once...wat the heck...might else well indulge ourselves,eh...
today is boring.....wat i'vebeen doing the couple of hours has been boring....hitting my books since 9.30am...and the thing is i only read one chapter which took 3 hours to complete....shucks!!
siblings have gone a school trips...where else poor o'me is stuck at home....
oh yeah, i cried watching oprah rpime time yesterday...john travolta and the cast of ladder 49 were her guest....(joachin phoenix looks ergghhh)....they showed JT's house....and believe if thats what they call a house, mine is a dog kennel.....he has 2 planes right in front of his house....its like a house slash airport slash palace...and he has only 2 small kids!!!!
anyway i cried cos it was on everyday heroes....about some firefighters who save another fireman...touching....
i might as well go cry some more.....

the BIIIG one.......erggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-10-23T18:00:00.000-07:00

Siigghhh....its down to the last final week before the exams of all exams will arrive....the second toughest exam in the whole wide world(!!!!!!)....(now everybody gasp!!)...well according to some people that its...i donno whether its true but...what the heck....its been torturing...stressful...and a pain in the @**...Been studying almost everyday...well, atleast trying to...i'm so sick of all my books now..but hey, i've survived right up to this point....2 years of form 6...my goodness...how did i ever do it...of course with strength from above...
since exams are like sooooo near been staying at home everyday....can't go anyway to d'stress...plus the weather has been down right pathetic...right to the bones!!!cold...wet...colder...wetter...everyday...and i'm getting fat...all the eating to stay warm...sigghhh...my cheeks looks like its been stuffed with golf balls!!!!!!!i've been influenced by a fren to try out the atkins diet....no rice...no bread...no carbs....no fun!!!!!!!so tht only last a couple of miserable days....
i really can't wait to get out of this mountain and back to civilisation.....