tennis fever......

today made me cry...well almost...
my dad did something that made me appreciate him even more...
he was suppose to go to kl to see my aunt and uncle...and he left in the morning....but sudden;y he came walking in...and said 'hello'...i was like 'hey, you're not suppose ot be here...tot u were in kl'....but he actually diverted to ipoh...went shoppping...went to popular bookstore...saw this biology past year questions book....bought it for me...and actually drove all the way back home to give it to me cos he will only be back on monday and my bio stpm exam is on tues....so he figured i needed it right away.....i mean...woww....what an awesome dad i have...really caring..too caring actually...
guess this only means one thing..i better do well in my bio exam or else.....
today has been quite tiring....played tennis the whole evening with my bro....i beat him yesterday and today he got his revenge....i'm blaming it on the weather...the racket..the balls....the court...hahahha.....everything but me..hahah..i'm so mean....
i'm suppose to be losing weight...but i ugess i'm gaining...cos of all the muscles...hahahha....chehh....my thighs are huge...even my bro said so....
2 more days till stpm....sighh...i guess i just can't wait till its all over and done....even my mum can't wait till its finish....she is so tired of listening to my groans...and sighs...about how hard and tiring it is to study....pity her..she has to hear it almost everymorning...hahha...

SelF coNtrol..put to the TEST!!

My oh My......yesterday i officially became a pig....not just any pink dirty looking one but a huge fat one....went to our favourite indian restoran in town and my mouth couldn't take it anymore....the aroma...the sight of the dishes laid....oh my Goodness...so tempting...and i was suppose to be on a dieeet.....i had chapati-telur...my all time fav....its really really really good.....after all the stuffing and gasping for air because of the rate i was pushing food down my poor throat, i told myself ok ok.....this is it....plan for tomorow....dieting....
hahhaa....wat a joke...talk about self control people....the world is just filled with good food...and since we only live once...wat the heck...might else well indulge ourselves,eh...
today is boring.....wat i'vebeen doing the couple of hours has been boring....hitting my books since 9.30am...and the thing is i only read one chapter which took 3 hours to complete....shucks!!
siblings have gone a school trips...where else poor o'me is stuck at home....
oh yeah, i cried watching oprah rpime time yesterday...john travolta and the cast of ladder 49 were her guest....(joachin phoenix looks ergghhh)....they showed JT's house....and believe if thats what they call a house, mine is a dog kennel.....he has 2 planes right in front of his house....its like a house slash airport slash palace...and he has only 2 small kids!!!!
anyway i cried cos it was on everyday heroes....about some firefighters who save another fireman...touching....
i might as well go cry some more.....

the BIIIG one.......erggghhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

Siigghhh....its down to the last final week before the exams of all exams will arrive....the second toughest exam in the whole wide world(!!!!!!)....(now everybody gasp!!)...well according to some people that its...i donno whether its true but...what the heck....its been torturing...stressful...and a pain in the @**...Been studying almost everyday...well, atleast trying to...i'm so sick of all my books now..but hey, i've survived right up to this point....2 years of form 6...my goodness...how did i ever do it...of course with strength from above...
since exams are like sooooo near been staying at home everyday....can't go anyway to d'stress...plus the weather has been down right pathetic...right to the bones!!!cold...wet...colder...wetter...everyday...and i'm getting fat...all the eating to stay warm...sigghhh...my cheeks looks like its been stuffed with golf balls!!!!!!!i've been influenced by a fren to try out the atkins diet....no rice...no bread...no carbs....no fun!!!!!!!so tht only last a couple of miserable days....
i really can't wait to get out of this mountain and back to civilisation.....